I've been trying for a long time to figure out what to write here for people to like it or get interested in it. Then I realized I don't want that, I don't want to write something just for people to approve me.
I want to write because it makes me feel alive, because I stop being sad when I write even if I'm crying. It's something that makes me happy, so I quit trying to please people, from now on I will put myself first, my wishes and my dreams, and don't let the fears of others to get in my way.
Probably I'll make a lot of spelling and grammar mistakes but I will be writing with my heart and soul, even if the only person that reads it is my dear friend Laura. I will do this to express my self and to stop holding all this feelings inside of me. Maybe someone reads it and realize they are not alone, and we definitively go through a lot of shit in this life but there is a light, there always is, even when you are in the dark of your room with tears streaming down your face and wanted to scream and asking God to take you with him because you just cannot do it any more.
There is always a light, but that light is inside you. For a long time I've been searching for this light in others and one day I just realized that there is always going to be a point in your life when you are alone, even if you have many people who love you. There is a moment when you are on your own, just you and your demons, ready for the big fight.
It was my birthday three weeks ago, on the 7th, but the present my mom
and dad got me only arrived last week. I have told my parents that I don't need
anything, but they got me something anyway. Before the present arrived my mom
was like 'We thought about this a lot and in the end we got it. We really hope
that you will like it and that is going to help you in one way or another. I
was inspired by what you watch on the Internet'. I was very intrigued...I had
no idea what they had got me...and how does it have a connection with the peeps
I watch on the Internet. I was pretty excited because I usually always guess my
presents but with this one it was a total surprise.
I feel like I have been struggling with acne all my life. Actually it
started in my teenage years. To be honest, looking back at photos it wasn’t
even that bad, but it still felt like I was the most horrible person on the
planet. It wasn’t until I reached high school that it started to get more and
more nasty. It got to a point where I didn’t want to go to school because of it
and in fact I did miss a couple of high school days, staying at home and
After I graduated I went to a dermatologist and all she said was “You’re
extremely oily!! Oh my God your skin looks terrible! Drink 3 liters of water!
I’m back! Last time I’ve posted was last year in October. Wow, time flies
So, since this is the first post of this year, I decided to write about two of my favourite people. It’s the 13th of February, so it’s their birthday. I’m talking about the amazing Robbie Williams and Jonathan Saccone-Joly.
Robbie is by far one of my favorite singers. I just think he is incredible. And he is an Aquarius, like me, which makes him even cooler (haha, I’m just kidding).